Clear Epic

Is a little lower than low… it is absent right now.

Bear with me, I am a single Mom trying to adjust to my husband coaching football and the second week of two-a-days as well as getting used to the curve-ball thrown my way and working through that and the list of things I am behind in work. It keeps getting worse because when I am home I focus on my beautiful daughter and just accept that getting my “To Do” list done is going to be impossible without a couple of nights burning the midnight oil. At this point though, I’m not sure how much I care.

I’ll do what I can and make sure that I enjoy the many many many laughs that Prayse provides. She is number one right now and I am somewhat rebelling against anything else. Prayse has had a couple of rough weeks and needs her Mama. She is going to get what she wants. I can already list out the days/nights/times when I’ll HAVE to put work first because of previous commitments. So when I am with her, I need to be with her. I have to continue to remind myself to be present or my mind gets consumed with work.

Anyway, my point is to please be patient. I haven’t gone anywhere, I am just not quite adjusted. My hat goes off to all you single Mamas. My goodness the job you do is amazing. I am so tired and I even had some help this weekend by spending the night in Omaha with my family. Here’s to you and here’s to me